I posted a ton on Facebook tonight, so I realized I just needed to post it to my blog, all my streaming consciousness.

Those in the habit of saying “Well, I’m sorry that this makes you feel that way”, are the ones who are not of open heart and mind. Those are the ones to walk away from immediately. They do not think; they only want their side to be correct, and they don’t want to enter into anything deeper. The minute someone says that to you, walk away.The worst employers are the ones who do not know how to communicate with, and thus work with others. Because of this, they behave judgmentally, such as, when my work is being complained about, I receive a snide remark in the form of a joke, mocking me. They do not know how to “employ” themselves into the lives of others, in fair and just ways. When one is consistently in receipt of unjust treatment, their anger is surely justified.Here are some great highlights from the past week: “you do a lot of running around here; are you running around and getting things done, or are you just running around?”. “There are things that need to get done eery day that aren’t getting done”. “You violated my privacy and I am skeptical of you, even though you’ve worked for me for 4 years and ive known you for 4 years, by recording my class rehearsing a song, because you wanted to share it with your friend. You feel insulted by this? I’m sorry that it makes you feel that way”.

As my good friar friend the other night put it: when you get to the point that everyday you say you hate your job, it’s time to go. when you get to that point that every day, you have no desire in the world to go to your job, it’s time to go. He even said to me, “Man, I love food, so I dont mind gorging on it; it’s a release. They teach you that in seminary! ‘Listen, you’re a celibate friar; don’t worry about enjoying food so much'”!

I mentioned in my last post, that those who experience continual injustice, are certainly justified in their anger. Now, what about a gay person? What if there was only one gay person in existence? And all the things that are laid out before gay people as a group, that we cant have or do, were laid out against this one person. Would that not be unjust? Would that not hurt, seeing everyone else able to partake of everything? Do you really think that would make that one person want to be like everyone else? The main point here is: Do we as humans and society, have a true and unified definition of what is unjust? No. We don’t.

And then I came across this article from the NY Times:

Wow, the NY Times is so classy. This publication is our arbiter of liberal, artistic intellectualism and this is what they waste articles on? And they have a journalist who wrote this, probably someone with a fine pedigree? And yet I can’t even write an article for them about trash like this because of my college situation? Where does human kind dig up such trash and worthlessness? Most likely in secularism.  It isnt that secularism is a bad thing.  It is that, due to the lack of a unified understanding and therefore truth of what life is meant for, where it begins etc, and therefore, due to a lack of wanting truth truly, this is what we wind up with.  Everyone is left to their own devices.  Secularism isn’t bad.  The church is perfect, but it’s keepers, ourselves, are not, just as, a child is born with the ability to be and become and IS when born, the most beautiful, pure of heart creature there is, and thus the ability to grow up to be so pure of heart.  But, due to family dynamics, misguided ideas etc, a child is often tainted.  So, so many of us grow up lost.  Our keepers, we say do the best they could, but did they, do they, really?

I can certainly understand and see how somebody would view kneeling at the altar, or confessing one’s sins, as God merely sharpening his knife to punish us even more. However when you confess your sins, you are forgiven. Actually it doesn’t make any sense. But, they’re also just looking at the existence of God and the idea of confessing sin in a distorted and misguided way

Some verse, inspired by a friend’s song:

Everything is beautiful

Fuck the computers

They are like

humankind

They know nothing